Forum topic: I think my husband may have ADHD, or am I overreacting?

Throw in broken promises, apologies to stop behaviors followed by the same exact behavior 2 days later..over and over and over again, and you have what my marriage used to be like. It wouldn't hurt for him to be evaluated.

What it took me a very long time to accept is that they are capable of empathy...it just doesn't show in their actions. They aren't aware of how poorly they communicate because it feels "OK" to them. Although my marriage has improved tremendously, I still get mixed reactions when he does something that causes me to instantly be in tears. He'll either be extremely understanding and reassuring and sorry or he'll say nothing. Sit and smoke a cigarette, tap on his leg, hum a song to himself, etc...as if he's trying VERY hard to make me think he doesn't care. Do I believe he doesn't care that he's forced me to tears? No. I think he cares, but it puts his ADHD brain on overload and he just simply sometimes cannot deal. (medication has made this worse, sadly...seeing me in tears seems to just push him further away). My husband isn't an adrenaline junkie, but he often does not pay attention to his speed. He has gotten 2 speeding tickets in the last 6 months...the first tickets he has gotten since we got married 13 years ago. Not sure why this is getting worse, but I am contemplating having a long talk with him about paying attention to his speed.

As for the decisions they make that they 'claim' are for the betterment of the family, part of me believes that they really believe that to be true. I really think they think they are doing something good..for the good of the family. It is hard to swallow and hard to say "it's OK" when it really ISN'T for the betterment of the family, I know.

I honestly think that what comes out of their mouths and what they mean can often be two totally different things. Just like what comes out of my mouth and what he hears sometimes are two completely different things. I have tried handling this situation with very short, concise responses..."that was a very mean thing to say, please don't do that" or "that was not something most people would take as a joke, please stop doing that" and then dropping the subject. I realized a long time ago that anything more is just white noise to him and I lose my whole entire point in the argument. A quick, 10 second sentence seems to get me further than any hour long rant I ever delivered. Even if it takes days or weeks to see the results, I am having much more success getting through to him this way. I do feel he wants to be protective of my feelings...so pointing it out to him without giving him reason to become defensive is very helpful in changing his perception of how his behavior affects others.

Unpredictable moods was common place here too...you never knew who he was going to be from day to day. I don't miss walking on eggshells. He has had to learn that just because he's in a bad mood doesn't mean that we all have to suffer the brunt of his anger and frustration. Getting him to 'lean' on me isn't something I've managed to accomplish. He wants a sounding board and nothing more. I'm not sure if it is ADHD or just a male thing..not wanting to be 'fixed'.

Maybe an evaluation is in order. You are not alone. I wish you all the best!

Sherri

I have been married to the same man for 10 years, together 12. We have known he had undiagnosed ADHD a child and the last 2 years his symptoms have increased, but, even though I am an RN, I had no idea that they were symptoms of ADHD until today. I read an article and ALL his "issues" can be grouped under that "label" so to speak. Insomnia. Irritibility, Mood Swings, lack of trust, depression, anxiety (which I believe causes his stomach upset, feeling as if he has to have diarrhea, but nothing happens). I want him to go get help. He knows he needs it. He blames his feelings on me because he is a stay at home dad, by necessity, not by choice, and I work midnights. We have 2 boys, ages 6 and 4. He has about 15 projects he has started and not finished and thinks if I could be on a dayshift that this would alleviate his issues and he'd be able to "get things done". He does a great job taking care of the kids and tries to do the chores, but he is almost resentful and thinks I should be contributing to the housework more. I think that if he didn't let the stuff pile up in the first place, we wouldn't have an issue. He says he'll work on it, so do I and then it just goes back to the same. He constantly complains. MOOD is Usually worse in the morning. I tried to show him that treatment would help eliminate a lot of what ails him and he won't go unless insurance will pay for it. Currently have no insurance. I am at a loss and don't know what to do. I work at a busy GM assembly plant health services dept. I am an RN but if I go anywhere else, no dayshift jobs are available usually. I like working nights but have recently been diagnosed with clinical depression and placed on Zoloft. I think I have Work Shift Disorder and lack of Vitamin D (never see the sun), which Depression can be a symptom of. I also have anxiety and take Klonopin. This all started after children and I started having hormonal changes. I want to feel normal and when he expects all these things from me it makes me not want to do anything at all! I am working on me. I am researching other ways to increase Seratonin levels but it takes time and i only have been recently diagnosed (2 weeks). The difference is I am actively doing things to help me, and he is thinking once I am back to where i need to be, that he will be fine. I disagree. Anyway, if anyone can point me in the right direction or comment, share a story, Anything! I feel alone and desperate to keep our family intact.